How has your days been?

Now, with the current situation and continuous extension of lockdown, I’ve begin to focus on myself.

I spend my evenings working out. Although there’s no major progress (e.g, the abs) that you can observe, my younger self would be proud.

See you soon,

Jamie 

I’m here yet again to pour out my pity feelings, I have no one else to turn to except to you all. As mentioned in the title, I ignored all the signs that tells me not to dig further, and now I’m in a rabbit hole, exhausted and hurt. Yes, women’s intuitions are powerful, yet I chose to suppress them, give myself false pretence to validity my feelings. But, here I am. I’ve discovered the truth, my wound is still raw and red and swollen. I wasn’t surprised but the little hope inside me yearn for the opposite. Why? Why do I do this to myself? I need time to recover, I need strength to move on. So here I am, loving myself, getting healthier. I want to choose me, I want to love every nook and crevices of my body. 

I hope you see that too.

See you next time,

Hopefully then I’ve learned to accept the truth, though broken but it will always be a part of my life.

Jamie 

I’ve been trying to be more active lately, trying to move more, hence decided to visit the ever so famous Monkey Beach. I went on a Sunday morning, 2nd of May.

I’ve eaten breakfast before the start of the hike. I start hiking at around 8:30am.

Here is the trail of the hike. I don’t know what superhuman Google uses that hikes less than an hour. 

It took me around 2 hours to reach Monkey Beach, which means I reach there around 11am

Here is me beginning of the hike, all ready. 

Here is what I brought that I found useful during the hike

The sound of the waves are something, ain’t it?

 You and I are both strong individuals.

It’s April. How the first quarter has flown by? It’s still a tough year for me.

Yes, I maybe going through shyt right now, but I need to take care of me sometimes too. We are the ones who make those life choices. To remain where you are or move.

Choose the life you want

Choose who you want to spend your life with

Choose the one who supports

Choose the one who loves you for who you are 

Choose your passion

I choose to grow

I choose me

Hello friends,

Sneak peak of my makeup look, hehe

It's Sunday, last day of the month of January, whew, the month has flown by and it is officially the end of January. 

Yesterday, I had a late night video call with my high-school besties cause we are at different parts of the world now and obviously, the pandemic, we can't even meet, but so glad we had the call to catch up.

This morning, I took the time to do some reading and felt good to establish my new weekend morning routine. hehe.

of course, not to forget my morning coffee. I usually only had it on weekends, to decrease my caffeine intake. HAHA

Then I get the bedsheet washed, and my clothes ready to be ironed, haha the usual weekend tasks.

I got bored in the afternoon and decided to get my makeup done. here are some pics of my makeup look, and make sure to check the video I just uploaded.

Be yourself first

Be happy with who you are

Be confident with what you have

Do not doubt yourself

Do not put other peoples opinions about you over yourself

One day, you will attract what’s right for you

Nothing will stop you

Words that came out from someone’s mouth will not linger in the back of your mind

People that loves you wants what’s best for you

Do not force yourself doing what you don’t like

It is your life, seize it

Be patient. Your person will wait at the door knocking. And you will know he is the one.

Happy New Year

I can’t sleep so I decided to talk to you guys here.

My anxiety is getting the best of me now, that’s why I couldn’t sleep. I wish sometimes I’m satisfied and happy where I’m at in life. I know I’m blessed but it isn’t enough to suppress my anxiety

If you can’t sleep, and you’re awake like I am or you just need someone to confide, you know where to find me.

Your friend, 

Jamie